You always said “life’s not fair” and today more so than ever before I know you were right.
194 days on I feel unsettlingly numb. It’s not denial-I know he’s gone. What I think hasn’t changed, my emotional reaction to it has and it’s uncomfortable.
Obviously, everyone knows that cancer is awful but aside from it being a killer, I’d never fully stopped to consider why. People die from all kinds of diseases but there are few that engender such disgust and hatred as cancer.
For a while now I’ve been thinking about jotting down some of my thoughts and feelings about losing my Dad earlier this year. Now that this site is up and running and I seem to have caught the bug for writing, I decided I’d put together a series of short posts about him and what he went through.